THAT VOICE I HEARD

That voice I heard was telepathic. Now here are the only two instances of this.

I had a dream over a two night period of very large doors closing. In the dream I am aware that the doors are closing on two people related to my late girlfriend, her cousins. On the second night I was told this: You are not to say anything to anybody about this dream. They will be allright if this is done There will be a time that you will know to then talk about it to all people involved. Well I never told the parties involved about the dream for many months. One day I heard that the two cousins were on a plane in Texas that had some kind of problem or hit turbulence but I do not recall today what exactly it was. They were ok. It then hit me that it was safe to talk about the dream and I told their parents as well as them. It is many years after this occurrence and both are doing well in their careers. One is a doctor in neuropsychology, the other does music and art work for autistic children as well as performing in some clubs at night and is a very talented musician.

The second story involves my late girlfriend. In early 2000, she seemed to be muscular stiff for no reason. I spoke with her brother in law who is a physician about her condition and we both decided she should see a neurologist-phychiatrist. This physician took her off her medication for she was a manic-deprssive in an attemp to readjust her medication. I took her to the doctor one day of which she was in a very foul mood and starts yelling at the doctor through the intake window in the office. He advised me to take her right over to the local psychiatric hospital. I had some job getting her there for she attempted at least once or twice to try to jump out of the car on the way to the hospital. I finally got there and got here admitted. I went back to my car to go home when a telepathic voice said to me that my time with my girlfriend was over. I started banging on the dashboard yelling no,no. I felt a part of me leave me, the part of her that I shared in my psyche and soul. Three months later while in another facility she would die from asphyxiation from choking on a turkey sandwhich. Accoring to my own psychiatrist he said that the doctor in charge there gave her a drug that he should not have given her which caused her to loose the ability to swollow. It is over 10 years since I lost her but I always say in space that I love her. I am fortunate enough to have videos of our exploits together. That is the one great thing about the portable vcr and camera that I used in the 1980s and early 90s.

THE SUSAN F. INCIDENT

During the late 1960s, I took a vacation with my younger brother at the Sans Souci Hotel on Miami Beach. We were sitiing way back in a dimly lit long room. At the front there was somebody conducting a What's My Line game. A gal fairly well dressed up was being asked questions. I evaluated the questions and said to my brother that this gal sounds like she is in the insurance business. So I yelled that very thing. The host then asked me if I knew a Susan F. I said yes. It was her, a fellow claims examiner from medicare on her vacation with her husband too.

LIGHT AND DARK

Take a look into the night sky. The common color of that sky is black. Only the things that have energy create light in this universe. So light has to "fight" the darkness of the universe. Space is dark without some kind of energy in the form of light. For instance if you go into a dark room, you need a flashlight to see where you are going and of course the light in that flashlight requires energy to become brighter than the surrounding dark space.

It may be possible that in the so called afterlife that the opposite holds true that light is the dominate feature and it is darkness that has to fight to exist or perhaps there is no concept of darkness at all.

THE FUNCTION OF LINES IN MOTION

I was sitting in my business college class in the late 1960s. I began to think about the universe in general. I said to myself that there is something in front of my eyes that may be the key to some kind of understanding. One day it came to me as I looked around at everything. There was a common denominator to all matter that existed. The border between matter's existence and space formed a LINE.

Lets take the word, LINE, GOD, and ATOM. The word ATOM is formed by atoms of lead if you write it with a pencil. The word GOD is only formed by lines. The word LINE is formed by the very thing it describes, that lines make up the word LINE. I cannot think of any other word that does so. In my opinion, the LINE is a important key to understanding things about the universe.

If you look all around you will see lines on everything. They do not have to be straight since lines can have a curve.

Lets take a movie film, a video tape of optical disc. When the recorded "lines" are placed into motion, time in the "present" relative to these items becomes the present at the time the laser,projector light or video head goes over the three things mentioned above. Lets take the disc as an example. The disc has stored information. It is time pre-recorded. If we are listening to a music disc, we will hear a split second of music as the laser passes over a point on the disc. The future is what the laser will intersect as it spins. The past is the part of the disc that the laser has already intersected. Oddly, the disc was prerecorded in the past in order to recover its time frame. Suppose reality is set down the same way. Something to think about.

We all perform things in a linear manner. For instance, if we take a plane from Florida to New York, it has to go between two points. An invisible line is made by the flying airplane but nevertheless there is a line involved which also involves time which appears to be a type of line as well.

Is it possible that there is a non-linear existence or occurrence. If we go to an afterlife, the laws of this universe do not necessarily apply to a potential afterlife universe. Peoples souls appear according to stories told to not move in any form of linear manner.